Mikä biisi kuvaa sua tai sinun tänhetkistä olotilaasi?

Metallica - St. Anger

"Fuck it all and no regrets"

Anathema - Temporary Peace

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Deep inside the silence
Staring out upon the sea
The waves washing over
Half forgotten memories
Deep within the moment
Laughter floats upon the breeze
Rising and falling dying down within me

And I swear I never knew how it could be
And all this time all I had inside was what I couldn't see
I swear I never knew how it could be
All the waves washing over all that hurts inside of me

Beyond this beautiful horizon
Lies a dream for you and I
This tranquil scene is still unbroken by the rumors in the sky
But there's a storm closing in
Voices crying on the wind
This serenade is growing colder breaks my soul that tries to sing
And there's so many, many thoughts
When I try to go to sleep
But with you I start to feel a sort of temporary peace

There's a drift in and out
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*sydän*

tää biisi ja tän sanat kuvaa niin täydellisesti mun viimepäiväisiä fiiliksiä:

Dream Theater - Misunderstood

Waiting
In the calm of desolation
Wanting to break
From this circle of confusion

Sleeping
In the depths of isolation
Trying to wake
From this daydream of illusion

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

It challenges the essence of my soul
And leaves me in a state of disconnection
As I navigate the maze of self control

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

Anathema - Are You There?

[size=10]Are you there?
Is it wonderful to know

All the ghosts...
All the ghosts...
Freak my selfish out
My mind is happy
Need to learn to let it go
I know you'd do no harm to me

But since you've been gone I've been lost inside
Tried and failed as we walked by the riverside
And I wish you could see the love in her eyes
The best friend that eluded you lost in time
Burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind

But what can I say now?
It couldn't be more wrong
Cos there's no one there
Unmistakably lost and without a care
Did we lose all the love that we could have shared
And its wearing me down
And its turning me round
And I can't find a way
Now to find it out
Where are you when I need you...

Are you there?[/size]

Katatonia - Tonight's Music


who could call my name without regretting
who could see beyond this my darkness
and for once save their own prayers
who could mirror down just a little
of their sun

how could this go so very wrong
that I must depend on darkness
would anyone follow me further down
how could this go so very far
that I need someone to say
what is wrong
not with the world but with me

who could call my name without regretting
who could promise to never destroy me
tonight my head is full of wishes
and everything I drink is full of her

Sentenced - You Are The One

You´re the light at the end of the tunnel
The beacon fire in the dark
The glimmer of hope and truly the meaning of my life

I say this with all of my heart:

You are the only one for me
Year to year, in words and deed
In all this chaos the trace of clarity
You are the only one I see
My first and last, my all and everything
You are the One

When dusk falls and obscures the sky
You´re the shine of the Northern Star
No dead of night can fade the brilliance of your light

I say this, holder of my heart:

You are the only one for me
Year to year, in words and deed
In all this chaos the trace of clarity
You are the only one I see
My first and last, my all and everything
You are the One

You are the only one
In the heart of winter the comfort of the sun
You are the One, my love, my love...You are the One

Bush - Letting The Cables Sleep


You in the dark
You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Don't wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
We'll wrap the world around it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town

If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town

on niin just tällänen fiilis... tää on niin kaunis biisi että meinaa itku tulla <3 *sydän*

[q]Mönnä, 9.6.2007 23:11:
CMX - Kultanaamio on tämän illan valinta.
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tossa on kyllä biisi joka tuo itellekin tunteet aina pintaan *nyyh**plur**nyyh*

Beloved - Aimless Endeavor

[size=10]Remembering the moments
It’s so unclear
Re-living it just to disappear
It’s always the wrong way
And never the same
It’s dragging and staggered
Into a dull replay
Remember the moments
It’s so unclear
Re-living it just to disappear
Lying down in sleepless eyes
Wide awake
So caught inside this aimless endeavor
It’s sure to leave it’s mark
Blacked-out and beaten into our skin
Deeper now that it’s sunk in
Feeding on all of this damage it’s done
The deeper you look
The harder it is to find
It’s so safe and so secure
It’s so deep now
Blacked-out and beaten into our skin
Deeper now that we’ve fell in
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November's Doom - Autumn Reflection

I remember yesterday
The rain fell to the earth
For I dream of your arrival
And color my dark world with faith

Knowing you would be the strong one
To keep my focus in close view

I thank the heavens above
For the angel beside me today
The guardian of my sanity
The one who will save my soul
If I ever doubt the faith I hold
I only need one smile from you
And an autumn reflection
will deliver me to your arms

Someday you will understand
How much you mean to me
for every day that passes me by
I long for the person you will become

I thank the heavens above
For the angel beside me today
The guardian of my sanity
The one who will save my soul
If I ever doubt the faith I hold
I only need one smile from you
And an autumn reflection
will deliver me to your arms

I am stronger now
Since you came into my life
With a thought of your smile
I remember yesterday

Mahtava biisi *sydän*

Fear Factory - Bite The Hand That Bleeds

I watch you tap the blood in my vein
My heart you feed on to keep you sustained
A parasite that leaves me cold and drained

I'm in shock and you leave me paralyzed
And the saddest part I realize
The absence of truth behind your eyes

I feel you tapping my soul from my vein
I feel you tapping again on my vein
I feel my life slipping away

One more drop of blood I spill
One more drop you take
One more drop and I will spite
And bite the hand that bleeds...

I see you have two faces turning
Changing face to keep me guessing
You have mastered the art of decieving

Now I know no one trusts you
Now I know not even you do
And I think, your salt in my wounds

Now I know no one trusts you
Now I know no one trust you
Now I know your salt in my wounds

One more drop of blood I spill
One more drop you take
One more drop and I will spite
And bite the hand that bleeds

Bite the hand that bleeds you

You...

eipä oo pitkään aikaan tuntunu näin pahalle

Staind - It's Been A While

And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you
And it's been a while
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been a while
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been a while
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been a while
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been a while
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry

Pauli Hanhiniemen Perunateatteri - Vieraslista

sanotaan, että se kestä ei, et se hiipuu kuitenkin pois
et parempi kuunnella järkee kun että sydäntään kuunnellu ois
sä löysit varman olkapään ja varman lompakon
muistikuvaan muutamaan mun tyydyttävä on

en kestäis katsella sun auvoas, en kestäis tyhjäpäistä sulhastas
värjötellä varjossa, kaukana sun hehkusta
oo kiltti, pyyhi pois mun nimi, pois mun nimi vieraslistastas

enhän mä kuulu enää elämääsi, hei laske mut menemään
ilman mua sun pitää pitää hääsi, mä en kerro kenellekään
kuinka julma onnetar on pilkatessaan pelkurii
täyttymystä tarjottiin, mä emmin ottaa kii

en kestäis katsella sun auvoas, en kestäis tyhjäpäistä sulhastas
värjötellä varjossa, kaukana sun hehkusta
oo kiltti, pyyhi pois mun nimi, pois nimi vieraslistastas

Kittie - Pink Lemonade

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Trusted you
With my life
Shattered dreams
Broken glass
I hope there is closure
Down your path
For I have yet to find
The means to forgive
So what if you were all I had?
Is it over?
Wasting away
And forget to see
Go choose your way
Leaving everything
You walked away
Did it make it easier on you?
So what now?
Life must go on still haunted
You know how hard it is to face this day
I hope it is good for you
I tried, oh how I tried, but it's broken
Let me go, I could have died
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Velcra - Made To Fail

Puddle Of Mud - Blurry ( )

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I Stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far...

oon saattanu laittaa tän aikasemminkin, mutkun tää on niin jumalaisen hienoa musiikkia *sydän* Surullista ja melankolista, mut niin jumalaisen kaunista.

Anathema - Are You There?


Are you there?
Is it wonderful to know
All the ghosts...
All the ghosts...
Freak my selfish out
My mind is happy
Need to learn to let it go
I know you'd do no harm to me

But since you've been gone I've been lost inside
Tried and failed as we walked by the riverside
And I wish you could see the love in her eyes
The best friend that eluded you lost in time
Burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind

But what can I say now?
It couldn't be more wrong
Cos there's no one there
Unmistakably lost and without a care
Did we lose all the love that we could have shared
And its wearing me down
And its turning me round
And I can't find a way
Now to find it out
Where are you when I need you...

Are you there?

[q]Amarie, 12.4.2007 10:54:
Anathema - Lost Control

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?
[/q]
vaude, tääl on joku toinenki joka kuuntelee Anathemaa

loistava bändi kyllä : )

ja tota biisiä on tullu fiilisteltyä itekin monet kerrat, raastavan katkeransuloisen riipaisevan kaunista <3

Samio - Into Black (acapella)

"Everything just went black...

Something holds me back...

Waiting, alone...

Everything went black..."

Parin hyvän päivän jälkeen tullaan taas alas että rytisee. Vittu mä rakastan tätä elämää.

Taxigirl - High Glow

[size=11]Play a trick on your mind
A crowded room
A snapshot, shot in time
You can run
But you know you can't hide
From all the tricks they're playing on
Your mind

Another shake down
To the way you love
Just cry it out
Don't ever you give up
The days are with you
Till the time you fall
Don't you believe them
Don't you believe it all
Don't you believe it all

I know what you are
I see you so far
I Know where you go
Lost in the high glow
High glow
High glow
High glow

I know what you are
I see you so far
I Know where you go
Lost in the high glow

I know what you are
I see you so far
I Know where you go
Lost in the high glow
High glow[/size]

*huoh**uuh*